"Christmas Time Will Soon Be Over" from Cold Mountain OST

To take away all my Christmas-stuff (my gnomes I got from my gnome-collecting mum, my plastic tree with all its ornaments, the electric candlesticks and stars in my windows, the candlelight and the red table-pieces) is not only one of the most boring things I know - it is also one of the most depressing.
I guess I should look at it as the beginning of a new year and a start, but I don’t know why, but I always get a strange feeling of ending and closure…and not in a good way.
Maybe it’s simply because my flat gets so much darker without al the extra lights (since the darkness still is compact outside in the January-cold Gothenburg), or maybe it is because all the holidays definitely are over and there are no more free working-days until Easter.
Or maybe it is just because I’ve turned in to such a boring, depressed, pessimistic kinda’ person in recent year…
I have to change that attitude I Stockholm; otherwise I will find no new friends at all. And I guess I have to change that attitude for myself ; otherwise I don’t want to be friends with myself anymore.

This is turning into quite a self-revealing, therapeutic kind of blog…tomorrow I HAVE to write about something very light weight, or else I might loose my imaginary readers…

Keep readin’.
Tomorrow’s a new day and a new song.

Song of Today: "Christmas Time Will Soon Be Over" from Cold Mountain OST